Saturday, September 24, 2016

Autumn's Finch

Morning’s clarinet of feathers
over blunt autumn cold


Singing finch
scurry branch to branch


Southeastern’s feeble flame
burns November’s thin wick


In the air
blue ice whistles


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from my 6th book-length manuscript
©dah / dahlusion 2014, 2015 all rights reserved

"Autumn’s Finch" was first published in
'The Filid Anthology'

Friday, September 16, 2016

Sound


The spirituality of sound
of a gong
of a loon
the impossible grieving
of mourning doves
the cracking of ice
the drone of urban streets
trucks rumbling
over wooden bridges
a cat’s purr


There’s a need to hold sound
to feel its pulsation
to see colors of sound
or to hear the sun mounting
the sky or
the bloodless and wicked
sound of lightning


Ah, the overflowing tapestry
of sounds
with their invisible force
or the unconscious sounds
of the dead
diffused and distant
or the meandering of echoes 


the broadcast, the transmission
the longwinded sermons 
the cry of a newborn
the utterance, the announcement
a city’s cacophony, the uproar
the dissonant chord
the rhetoric of schizophrenics
or Purple Passages of Deep Purple
psychedelic or progressive sounds


Om, a sound of guidance
the chant, the mantra, the moan
of orgasms, the gasp, the scream
the subtleness of whispers  


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from my 6th book-length ms. 
©dah / dahlusion 2015 all rights reserved

"Sound" was first published in 'Chicago Record Magazine'

Wednesday, September 14, 2016

Fallen Sea Star


The chilly North Pacific:
we build a fire for the moths,
a lamplight. Their wings, angry
with flames. Sky: dim and small.

In your standing stillness, you are
an old clock
that has run out of chimes.
The small hours of the past,
a fossil, a nerve. I hand you a flask.

You say: ‘August is dying.
The stones are cold.’ In your hand,
a dead sea star. Summer bronze
burned into your skin. Your eyes,
moist black pearls.

Along the horizon, dark fog
is an oil slick floating against the sky’s
gray wall. Your silhouette, solitude,
the wind’s nimble stitching of your hair.

You say: ‘Memories are wounds
infected with melancholy,
that push the past deeper into ruins.’

—the old houses sold, the Village
demolished. To dust. 

You ask: ‘Why did you leave?’
I answer: ‘There is nothing left
to remind me to remember.
After the bricks fell and shattered,
the villagers became anxious.’

You reply: ‘Trepidation is God’s
offering. Listen! There’s no rush
to reach the future’ — a turnpike
of unraveled lives, sun-bleached ghosts,
pale, tired.

All night long moths fly into the light,
into the stars, the flames. The wind stirs
their powdery ashes.
Body against body,

there is deep silence between us.
The waves break. The future rolls in,
disconnects the past.
The sea star falls from your hand.
Make a wish.

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from 'The Translator' ©dah 2015

"Fallen Sea Star " was first published in
'Deep Tissue Magazine'  

Thursday, September 8, 2016

Dictator


To those who forgive me
I loathe you
for you are weak
No
your voices are not worthy
you spineless living
dead things
worthless as dumb dogs

If not incarcerated
I would do it again
would squeeze everything
out of you

land

pride

dignity

your life

No do not say you forgive me
you are not gods
You have no power to forgive
you are impotent

After I vanish
I will haunt you to your deaths
and there
I will be waiting
to squeeze the light from your soul
until nothing but darkness
 
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 from my 6th book-length ms.

"Dictator" was first published in
'The Recusant ' (UK)  
 

Tuesday, September 6, 2016

Chair


Sunlight swells into buildings
rolls over my feet
gets trapped under my soles
At this moment
there is nothing more to say

When you rose to leave
your skirt
made the sound of a bird
caught in my hands

In the distance your silhouette
dark, then gray, then
birds landing on a statue
make the sound of your skirt leaving

Overhead a low jet noise
I say something
but cannot hear myself
and across the table
your chair, the emptiness

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"Chair" was first published in
'Red Wolf Journal'

from my 6th book-length manuscript

Thursday, September 1, 2016

Psychoplastic




Everything never happens. Nothing
forever, uncertain, anxious wisdom,
idols, icons, Infinite Poet.

Every mystery is free, is distraction
is necessity. Tomorrow begins
a blank New Year.
I am ready.
I think I am ready.

So many mind spurs,
kicks and blows, footsteps
of words, heels of words
toes of words. Soul. Nonsense.
Enter

there, full center
ah, star-ashes spawning life,
unnameable, unknowable, unwritable.

I repeat, everything never happens,
it is true, it is not true, Seers, Prophets
Demigods. Choose a belief,
for example, everything chooses itself.

Across earth, droves of unrest,
disordered, unsettled. The future’s
jammed thoughts, brazen, agitated,
defiant, full thoughts with thrust,
bounty and punishment.
Big seeds of ego.

There is no truth that is not corrupt   
in a psychoplastic world,
in the muddled meaning of being.
Perhaps true, perhaps not. All-in-all
it worships and moralizes

O slippage of truth, half-truth, false truth,
plugged into nothing.
Ah such gratifying relief. Nothing.
So unassuming … nothing.







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from my sixth book-length manuscript

©dah 2015 "Psychoplastic" was first published in
'Chicago Record Magazine'

Wednesday, August 31, 2016

The Moon’s Deep Wounds



When the soothing daylight
became absorbed
by the dim-colored distance
and the moon’s beak
like a horde of splinters
hit with a thud against earth,
night fell with a rumble
that made no noise.

Then the abrupt moonlight
got caught in your dark hair
and the early evening air
untangled autumn’s roots,
its twilight, its temple of leaves.

I watched you pull closer to yourself,
shaking like a thin spidery web.

You said: ‘Maybe life is an invalid
or a guide gone astray and inside each
circle of breath there is a path of light
that winds around
and comes back to us … and … maybe …

(pause to shiver)

on the day that we are going to die the veil lifts
and we know exactly what it is that we need
and when we turn back to reach for it we fade away.’

Suddenly your gaze was that of a wolf,
calm and transfixed, unaware
of its divine ripeness and only aware
of its physical hunger.

You asked, rhetorically: ‘If love is the master key
to the cosmic equation then why do lovers
become disjointed like worn out nets?’

Looking out over the wooded valley
where gray light feeds on the wilderness,
a jovial wind makes the leaves laugh and blur
and peel from the trees like orange embers
fleeing a fire.

In the dark stubble of the forest
the distance wavered, then disappeared.
The day was gone.

You continued: ‘The bane of our existence
is cold sweat within the icy throes of sinister dreams.
There is too much drizzle, too much clutter.
Then nothing, nothing at all.’

We heard voices coming from along the river,
children’s delicate voices, gentle laughter,
happiness the color of autumn, a crackling fire.
White smoke rose from the valley’s black shroud, rose
like ghostly medicine over the moon’s deep wounds

and the wind shifted to a steady chilled motion.
You shuddered in silence.
Overhead, the noisy geese made their escape
and every leaf was shaking.

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from my fourth book: 'The Translator'

©dah 2014 "The Moon’s Deep Wounds"
was first published in 'Lost Cost Review'







Tuesday, August 30, 2016

Prophet




In an effort to cross the street
she raises her hand
a prophet giving blessings
The traffic halted

Dressed in pink sweats
and magnificently poised
the heavy woman
illuminated by the sun
floated to the other side

Staring in store windows
her distorted reflection
is a pink pillar
One by one pedestrians fill
the kaleidoscopic canvas
with blue sky
like misplaced water above

Entering the reflection
in dark, grimy threads  
a street woman becomes
the shadow of Pink Prophet
Shifting in and out of the canvas
cars dart like startled fish

Then Pink Prophet moves on
and the dark shadow
limps down the street behind her
a tattered rag doll  

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from my sixth book-length manuscript

©dah / dahlusion 2015 all rights reserved 

"Prophet" was first published in
'The Canon's Mouth' (UK) as "Pink Prophet"

Monday, August 29, 2016

The Vanishing Of Differences


Because in the beginning
we were without language
this then is the account

We have landed here from the other side
pushed together into clumps

There were words beneath our skin
souls talking
teaching us memories of self

This is how we arrived
with spirits longer than eternity

Because the gray line is without margins
black and white blend
Gray becomes the way
the vanishing of differences

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from my fifth book-length manuscript

©dah / dahlusion 2014, 2016 all rights reserved

"The Vanishing Of Differences" was first published
in 'Eunoia Review' (China) 

Sunday, August 28, 2016

To Say Goodbye Means Forgetting



As silhouettes everyone wants us
to come out from hiding
They want us to grow
in bridles of light
leaving our shadows

If they could see
the one’s who’ve fallen apart
have forgotten their shadows
and forever look for things
they can’t find

When I close my eyes
I’m the lucky one
I’m youth, I’m joy
What more could there be

My last childhood
was charmed with pixie dust
a lamp burning hand-puppets
on the walls
They were all skipping about

If only I had wished harder
when I felt I could fly
It rarely happens
that I really see myself

An inner-voice pushes me
to invoke Never Never Land
but the magic is thinning
growing old
To die will be a big adventure





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from my seventh manuscript collection

©dah / dahlusion 2016 all rights reserved

"To Say Goodbye Means Forgetting" was first published
in  'A New Ulster' (Ireland) 

NOTE:
This poem is from my manuscript-in-progress 'The Fairy Tales'
which alludes to fairy tales or fantasies while keeping the poems
introspective with self-ruminations, self-reflections and self-doubt.